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5 Years Already

So, I have already fell off the wagon with my daily lists. I always do. But, I fully plan on getting back up and starting over this Monday. To be fair, this past weekend was Will and I's 5th anniversary. So, he took a couple days off work and bought some weed and we spent about 4 days getting high, eating things that we probably shouldn't be and playing video games. On the 20th, which was the acutal anniversary date, he even cooked us dinner. He never cooks so it was a nice treat.

He went back to work on Wednesday but then had to call in sick last night because now he has an abcess tooth that was driving him to tears. Lucky for him, I had all of his insurance cards filed away so despite his tendancy to procrastinate, we got him in to see a dentist this morning and now he is in the other room, playing some game, and high on vicodin. I've decided I'm going to take it easy one more day to get the slug I am out of my system and then get back to working on myself ASAP. I can't get back into a rut. I will be so mad at myself if I let this whole summer slip by and I didn't do shit to make myself better.

I'm sure I've said this before but I somehow need to learn how to self manage. Before Will I had Ernie to tell me what to do and before him it was my parents. I'm really shitty at telling myself what to do. I am not afraid of pissing myself off apparently. I think the positive reinforcement might be starting to work. Just need to keep thinking of goals and things I want to get. Once the weed has safely left my system (we only smoke once or twice a year now) I'm going to apply to Wal-mart. I soooo don't want to work there but I want extra money and it's on the way to Will's work so if I can get a 3rd shift stocking or inventory type job he can drop me off and pick me up and I don't have to keep waiting for him to fix the damn brakes already. Once I get a couple paychecks under my belt then I will just put the car in a shop for repairs. Since we already have the parts I'll only have worry about labor costs. Then after that, I'll figure out my next goal.

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summer1947
May. 18th, 2015 10:18 am (UTC)
I hope you are back making your lists and miss you writing on here. I love reading everything you write.
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