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The Beginning?

So, a temp agency I had applied at a couple of months ago finally called me back. I interviewed with them yesterday morning. All they had to offer me was a choice between working in a call center as a customer service rep or doing picking/packing work at a warehouse. I picked the warehouse. For me, it was a choice between my fear of social interaction or my fear of failure. I guess that pretty much sums up just how much I hate dealing with the public. I would rather physically kill myself for 10-15 hours a day, than speak to angry retards on the phone all day.

I am pretty much 95% sure that I cannot physically handle the job that I accepted yesterday morning. BUT, I will try my ass off. I will cry and I will complain and I already know I will try to talk myself into quitting 100 times over. BUT, this voice in my head right now. I need to keep it there. Keep my willpower well fed. I will not give up on this. This is the beginning to something great. A door to all those dreams you keep thinking about.

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summer1947
Sep. 16th, 2015 10:00 pm (UTC)
I am so happy to see you are writing on here. I enjoy reading your journal please keep it up.
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